The year used to pass very slowly when i was in Primary school. Probably because i enjoyed the feeling of being like a senior to the P1s, getting promoted to each level yearly excites me a lots. Everything was so simple then. Everyday was about going to school, tuitions, home, eat, sleep, play, study. I never really had to worry about anything. Living in that comfort zone, i feel really protected & safe. No big decisions needed, no major events. Nothing 
boring yet simple and peaceful. Secondary school was probably the best time of my life. Through stressed over O levels, 7 of us were so bonded at that time and everything just seemed fun with them around. Basketball after school was something we looked forward to daily. Sometimes, I really miss those times we had together. Those are important memories.
Its till poly that i realized how fast things are going. Sometimes i feel that.. things were no longer as simple as before, everything is not just about being happy. I am like… forced to leave that comfort zone of mine.. and i started to realized… how judgmental people can be (i am guilty of that as well), how realistic, how things just changed.
Anywayyyy, its just 2 months more to go, before i move on to the next stage in life.
I was trying to recall the New Year Resolution i made at the end of 2010 or early this year, but i realized i never really get down to it. Acctually, i couldn’t remember if i did make any. Looking back at all my blog post, I have to say 2011 was a good year. Attachment, school, meetups, chalet, diving, basketball. I am contented and blessed with whatever i had. Despite small hiccups along the way, 2011 I would say it’s still better than the previous. Learnt a lot, grew a lot, gain a lot.
So my New Year Resolution:
# to be myself
# to live life till the fullest
# to have more confident
# to brush up on my social skills
# to be independent
That’s all.
I have mixed feelings about it ending so soon. Sad that it ended and worried about what the new year has in store for me. Goodbye 2011, I’ll miss you. HELLO TWO-O-ONE-TWO. Let’s see what you have prepared for me.
